I can do this!

Wow! It is amazing how different I feel. We went to the park today and then met Josh for lunch after, and everything was fine! Jordan has been a lot better today. I am letting him hold Taylor a lot and I think that helps. He still tries poking her in the eyes, but he is just curious and he isn't beating up on JD as much. I took Jordan to the store with me yesterday (just him and me) and he was such a sweetheart. He was really good and just kept kissing me and saying "again" without the 'a'. Everyone is always telling us how cute he is. It is his curly hair! Josh said "Let's cut your hair off and see how many people say you are cute then!" He is totally kidding cuz he would NEVER let me cut his hair off. Life is good. I love being a mom!