Feb 28, 2011
AAAAHHHH
Just need to vent for a second. I feel sorry for myself and I know I shouldn't, it can ALWAYS be worse. It just sucks right now. When JD cries and asks me, "Why is this happening again?" I just can't help but ask the same question. My heart aches for him. It sucks to sit in the hospital day in and day out. Even more for JD when he feels like crap with his fevers. They hit hard and fast. They take a while to come down too. His head, neck, legs and just about everything hurts when he gets a fever of 102-104. Poor kid. He HATES raking the medicine for the fevers and throws a fight each time. He is tough though and I really admire him. He has such a sweet and tender spirit. He told me he didn't love me. He was mad because I was helping the nurses. He doesn't know what else to say to express his anger. It devastates me. The plan is to go to Primary on Thursday morning and check him in. Surgery friday if everything looks good. Not sure yet if we stay here in the hospital or get to go home for a minute. It all depends on his fevers. So please please pray that he will not get any more fevers and that they can get the DANG surgery done this week. I WANT IT OVER! We all do. We want a quick recovery for him without any more drama. Thanks again!
Love, the Cluff's
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I'm so sorry Deanna! It's okay to vent and it's okay to feel sorry for yourself, I feel sorry for you too! I feel so bad for you guys and especially for JayDee. I can't imagine how hard it must be to watch your little sweetheart in so much pain! I wish there was something we can do. We will continue to pray for you all and that things will work out! I'm sorry and please let me know if you need ANYTHING!!!
Ditto to Heather. If you can switch Josh for a night, maybe we could run and go get some ice cream before you head out!?
Brit and I fell for your family. Hang in there JD!
I am so sorry DeAnna. My heart really does ache for you and your family and poor little JD. I really do not know how you do it. It makes me cry thinking about it. Hang in there it will get better and hopefully soon.
We luv you guys and pray for you to feel the comfort you all need to get through this. JD is a special kid and is blessed with a temendous amount of strength, I am amazed by him and by you, I hope things will go as planned and want to help in anyway I can
Deanna, I am so sorry to hear that JD has to go through this again. Please let me know if there is anything that I can do while you are at Primary's. Your family is in our prayers.
Dude. Call me ANYTIME you need to vent!! This sucks. Big time. Maybe some peanut butter bars? If I can't fix JD at least I can temporarily satisfy your sweet tooth?
I will see you soon!
sorry you are going through this..and feel for the little one...hard to imagine...thoughts and prayers.
Sending you lots of love and many happy thoughts. Hope your son is on the mend and comes through all this quickly!
Coming over from Pooba's blog. I'm so sorry your little guy is having such a hard time.
Ok first of all my sister's name is Deanna.. and spelled the same. Secondly sending tons of prayers and healing thoughts your way.. poor little guy..
Big hugs and lots of prayers!!! I can't imagine how difficult this must be for your entire family. I've spent many days in the PICU with my third child, and know there's nothing worse than watching your child suffer.
Try to keep holding on, and keep your faith! Please let us know what you need or how things are going as you are able to. You are not alone!!!
many prayers and thoughts coming your way!
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